sometimes i feel like she’s more of an importance to you than i am. you can tell me a thousand times how much you love me, but i’ll never ever feel as special. i want to be your first priority, all the time. you’re always mine, so why does it have to be so different because of her. i understand that i have jealousy issues, but it’s like you want me to get upset because you’re with her. ugh, why can’t you see that this is making me so upset? why can’t i ever be this special? i hate this.
